hug me .
please .
i want comfort . ):
i'd want someone like my squadmates to hug me . ):
but they arent around .
i'd want someone like the slaphappies to hug me . ):
but they arent around either .
i'd want
you to hug me . ):
but
you arent around either .
it's so sad that no one understands me .
from what i see ,
everything they know about me is superficial .
oh mel , you're so cute/strict/nice/understanding/caring/tolerant.
does anyone even care about who i really am ?
i want to open up sometimes .
but i guess , not many people want to know about my real self .
other than kelly , marie , tab & chantik .
whom i can tell almost anything and they'd just make me feel better somehow .
there's also munteng , livvi & charlotte too !
they're always there for me .
all of those stated above mean
the world to me .
and of course , some friends on msn who actually listen to my ranting .
they make up a huge part of my life .
if they werent around , i swear i'd die from all the emotional stress & hurt .
thank you all for being there for me .
i love you guys .
;melissa
